A Poem

I just want to tear it out of me
crying just isn't enough anymore
I wish we could both just understand
everyday I just want more

its hard to beleive this is happening
I wish I could handle how your acting now
why do they all hate me suddenly
I want you back but i'm not allowed

I wish this pain would go away
I wish my feelings would dissapear
you know that I try to understand
everything builds up on my fear

I wasn't ready for losing you
maybe you just wanted something more
and you werent ready for talking to me
I don't understand what you left me for

you used tell me how much you loved me
you said you'd never leave me in cold
but now that you've broken everythinh
I have to deal with all that i'm told

you wouldn't give me for anything
but what would you give to throw me away